Category: Life and Shadow

  • Urban Life: Common pigeon in New York

    Common pigeon (Columba livia). Washington Square Park, New York City.
    Common pigeon (Columba livia). Washington Square Park, New York City.

    Picture the scene: A warm summer afternoon in Washington Square Park, lounging on a bench with a slice of pizza, probably on my way to watch an indie film.

    The air was heavy and lethargic, and the sounds of the city were muffled by the trees, except for the shrieks of nearby children running around the splash pad.

    While I was reviewing the day’s pics on my camera, I looked over and spotted this little scavenger helping itself to a snack off the ground.

    Glad someone is keeping this place clean, I thought.

  • The Objector

    The family never spoke of him: He was an objector.

    You won’t find him in any records, either—history never remembers those with the greatest impact.

    One night, while the others slept, he quietly packed his rifle and bag, grabbed his dog, and disappeared into the darkness.

    His parents and siblings reviled and shunned him: they were ashamed, embarrassed, and thought him a coward.

    In fact, he had enormous courage—more guts than any of them could ever hope for.

    He saw clearly the clan’s madness and rebuked their self-righteous cruelty. They, in turn, made him a pariah for obeying his conscience.

    With enormous bravery, he traversed the treacherous terrain alone to higher places, finding safety in the absence of familiar support.

    The clan continued their warring, and when death came for each of them, it was with thrashes and terror—every last one gripped with horror as they realized, in their final moments, that they had wasted their lives in violence.

    But death came gently for the objector—the cause of his passing is unimportant. He died in peace, his soul at rest, having accomplished his life’s purpose.

    The objector’s name has disappeared as quietly as he did—to leave no hint of your existence is the greatest marker of a life well-lived.

  • Piedmont Natives: Eastern red columbine

    Eastern red columbine (Aquilegia canadensis)
    Eastern red columbine (Aquilegia canadensis)
    Eastern red columbine (Aquilegia canadensis)
    Eastern red columbine (Aquilegia canadensis)

  • Northeast Natives: Pennsylvania blackberry

    Pennsylvania blackberry (Rubus pensilvanicus)
    Pennsylvania blackberry (Rubus pensilvanicus)

    The delightful flowers of this hardy shrub are a sign of new life to come—or at least, that’s how I’m looking at it.

    The thorns remind me that there will always be prickles, but the future is still beautiful and full of promise.

    Brighter days are on the way.

  • Peep Show

    I keep peeping in your window, but I only see ghosts.

    I guess the demons of today have forgotten you.

    There’s money to be made and fresh people to fuck over,

    And you must be ill-suited for those pursuits.

    You’re a pretty old shell, decorated and vacant—

    That describes most of us at the moment.

    Maybe one day we’ll think about you again:

    Give your interior some honor and purpose.

    We’d have to do the same for ourselves, though,

    And I’m not holding my breath on that front.

    In the meantime, thanks for the somber show.

  • Boomer Go Bye-Bye

    The fat old fucks rot in their tacky mansions
    Staring at numbers on a screen—
    Their flimsy god of no protection.

    One wrong move from an old pedo politician
    And those precious digits will evaporate;
    They’re closer to street beggars than they think.

    They’ve built lonely, suspicious lives on fear
    And the collection of meaningless shit—
    Their selfishness has made them whiny and weak.

    In the absence of true power, they throw fits
    And threaten violence like stupid children—
    They should all be smacked across the face.

    This is the world they wanted:
    A massive shit show of their own making,
    A polluted, stinking heap to mark their pathetic existence.

    When they soon pass from this mess—
    And may they do so quickly—
    The rest of us will dance in joy at their absence.

    I, for one, can’t wait to destroy their legacy.

  • Water in the Hills

    Water dripping off a rock in western North Carolina
    Water dripping off a rock in western North Carolina
    A tiny waterfall in western North Carolina
    A tiny waterfall in western North Carolina
    Water dripping off a rock in western North Carolina
    Water dripping off a rock in western North Carolina
    Mingus Mill. Cherokee, North Carolina.
    Mingus Mill. Cherokee, North Carolina.
    Porters Creek. Gatlinburg, Tennessee.
    Porters Creek. Gatlinburg, Tennessee.
    Cataloochee Creek. Waynesville, North Carolina.
    Mingo Falls. Cherokee, North Carolina.
    Mingo Falls. Cherokee, North Carolina.
    Mingus Creek. Cherokee, North Carolina.
    Mingus Creek. Cherokee, North Carolina.
  • Northeast Natives: Canadian lousewort

    Canadian lousewort (Pedicularis canadensis)

    I initially thought these were ferns, but they’re really clever impostors. Canadian lousewort, or wood betony, is found all over the East Coast in a wide range of habitats, although the ones shown here seemed quite happy in their cozy forest home.

    Unlike ferns, lousewort produces flowers, which are apparently quite popular with pollinators. I heartily approve.

  • Urban Life: Morning in Williamsburg

    I had to wake up insanely early for this shot a couple of years ago—in July, the sun rises at 5:30 a.m. over New York.

    I couldn’t believe how clear and haze-free the sky was that morning: just like a cold winter day.

    I found a quiet bench where someone had left a pair of sunglasses, and popped them on to watch the show.

    It wasn’t an innocent time, but the world felt less constricting then, and for a moment at least it was a little easier to catch my breath and find some optimism.

    There will be more golden days ahead, but I’m steeling myself for the long, hard slog to reach them.

    This is, after all, what I was built for.

  • Countdown

    Clock at PNC Plaza, Kansas City

    Tick-tock, tick-tock.

    The clock runs down as the dinosaurs ravage each other in a blaze of fury and spectacle,

    Looking less like the masters of an apocalypse than the two-bit players of a cheap Vaudeville act.

    The age of the fossils is belching its last noxious breaths,

    And in due course, the aging reptiles with childish dreams of domination will be swiftly forgotten

    As enough of the spectators — though not all, of course — finally admit they were never great to begin with:

    We just put stupid old monsters on the stage for our distraction.

    Then they overstayed their welcome…

    Brown pelican (Pelecanus occidentalis)

    One year from now, it will be a brand-new world.

    Those who wish to control everything outside themselves won’t like it a bit,

    And the people who subsist on fear and bullshit are presently withering into their graves.

    There have been harder times than these,

    And the sun still shines its light on everyone.

    Viewed from the distance of time and space, this is but a passing moment, albeit a pivotal one.

    It’s time to dance in defiance of the doddering demons who play God so badly,

    And dare to hope for a better future.

    Azalea (rhododendron)